Well I have been fasting for 3 days now. I've had water and diet green tea (0 cals) and I slipped up once and a small slushie.. but no food at all. I thought about having soup one night bit luckily I made plans with a friend and ignored the urge. I have been so tired and felt like passing out.. but I'm going strong until I get to 130 pounds. I want to be 120 by march 6th, which is my birthday, and I really think its going to happen. Other than that I just want to be 100 pounds or less by this summer which I know will happen. It will happen by April or may I'm guessing. I'm so excited bc just a few months ago I was 168 pounds and look at me now.. 134 :)

I've been reading the effingdykes blog a lot lately. She talks about everything I think about. Well except for food. If only my girlfriend thought like her it would be perfect. Can't write a long post but just needed to write down what I ate today.. can't keep it on paper or someone will find it. I have had nothing to eat.. 4 glasses of green tea and 3 glasses of water. I took 3 laxatives again today too even though I know I shouldn't... Oh well. Going to listen to some tegan and sara and then go pick up kat. 139 lbs today :)

Well I've had 5 baby carrots, one piece of cheese, and 8oz of orange juice today.
I'm so incredibly hungry but I don't want to eat anything else. I really want to be down to 135 by Thanksgiving and 115 by Christmas. I think for my birthday I'm going to try to hit 85 or 90. I can't wait till my birthday.. finally 21 years old.

I don't have much time to post.. I've been working like crazy lately. Burning lots of calories :)

I woke up feeling like complete crap. Not because I'm sick, but because I'm a whale. At 145 pounds I'm huge. I wish I had never gained weight back. I was 110 and happy.. well kind of happy. I still wanted to lose more weight. But now I've slid backwards and I have to lose all that weight again. I'm just so fed up with food in general.. why can't I stick to water?

I was 119 yesterday morning and this morning I am 116.
Im not fasting anymore b/c im spending 4 days with my boyfriend. I'm just eating yogurt and staying below 300 cals a day

So excited

Well im 118.4 yet again.. I'm getting back on track though. I will get down to 110 before I have to be in a bathing suit again. And 100 by my boyfriends birthday. I know I can do it. <3

Well now I'm stuck at 117.. Bu t l'm fasting again so hopefully I will be 115 or less by this sunday. I'm hoping to be 115 tomorrow. My legs hurt so bad right now.. I have been exercising like crazy.
Off to work now.

I've been really off track lately, fluctuating between 118 and 121. I hate it. I decided that I'm going to do better now. I have to be 95 to 100 pounds by the time I put on a bathing suit. I'm fasting for a while if I can get away with it, then its restricting for a week and fasting again. I wish I had someone to talk to about it. All my friends would try to commit me.

Well all I have left to say I guess are my stats.. So here goes.

Age: 19
Height: 5'1"
Weight: 119.8
LW: 110
HW: 145
GW1: 110
GW2: 100
GW3: 90-95